My heart is broken. G attends a special school. It is a mental health partial hospitalization program mental health facility. G suffers from depression and anxiety and as a result has suicidal thoughts. Today things took a turn and they admitted him to a full hospital program.
I left work 2 hours early in tears to meet my baby at the hospital. Visiting hours are from 9 am to 7 pm. So I stayed until 7 and made the hour drive home without my baby. This is his first stay away from home without mom or dad and he called me at 8:30 in tears. So after he said goodnight I went for a stress run.
I personal bested by 20 seconds. I wanted to go farther and faster but I know that it is a bad idea as well It is impossible to out run stress like this.
I will probably go out for another run before visiting G tomorrow to try and calm myself before I see him. I want/need to be strong for my baby right now.
Weight: 123 (+0.6)
Run Streak: 19 days